I really am. Ive had a bunch of corals die off based on my bad housekeeping and lighting issues. But the tank is back on track and has been stable for about 2 months now, so I got that going for me.
As for the BTA,I'm still very nervous about keeping one. I've had salt for about 5-6 years and never kept one. I just don't want to nuke my tank if it dies.
Maybe one day. Thanks for the reply!