I find myself in a strange place and wanting to say something that may not come out as intended, if not please forgive me.
I am two years into my first SPS venture and just beginning to see some positive results. I want to cheer.
I stumbled across this thread two days ago and have finally finished reading it start to finish (don't judge, I also have an infant so everything takes longer than it should).
I feel as though I have just come to the end of my new favorite book; I feel like the end of the Lord of the Rings trilogy; I feel like I am losing a dear friend.
I am a farmer for a living. I grow things, watch them grow, harvest and sell them; I am comfortable with cycles. Yet I can understand and appreciate and respect your journey too.
We do not know each other and yet I feel a sadness at your decision.
If I were not on the east coast, I would be sitting in your office for a while, listening and talking and begging for a frag or two.
All best to you!