Well, "really white" is going be a lower kelvin, like 10k or possibly 12k, certainly not 20k. The higher the kelvin for a given bulb, the bluer the light will be, but it is not consistent from brand to brand. I have a 175w 14k Blueline bulb that is "bluer" than my 20k XM. Hamilton makes a 14k bulb that I've used that they advertise as "ice blue" -- I like it a lot.
FWIW,
Mariner