"they floated you for a couple of months without payment"
When did I ever say this? You know what they say about assuming...
I said I got backed up...but I paid what I could. Gotta love that MINIMUM amount due. I love these terms MOOCH and HAND OUT. Absolutely kills me. I've done more for this country, for this government you speak of, and for YOU than you could possibly fathom. During tough times if this same government and country can't try to help me out the same way I helped IT, then what the hell was I doing all those years??? What were we fighting for? Why do I have friends in the ground that will never get to see their wives again? Why do I have a scar across my skull from a bullet? Yes, I VOLUNTEERED for all of that and I NEVER asked for anything more than I deserved and had coming to me. Which most of the time was nothing because we didn't do it for the money, believe that. Over the winter I felt I deserved some help from a program designed to do just that, HELP. A lot of 'help' it did.
I say to all of you guys with your 'corporate America' speeches and all that... "If you can read, thank a teacher. If you can read in ENGLISH, thank a Marine". Without us, there wouldn't be a corporate America. Without us and what we did and do, you'd be speaking German or Japanese. Freedom isn't free, believe me. And to me, it has a flavor you'll never know about. Again, god help any of you up on your soapboxes thiking you're too good and it will never happen to you if you ever need a hand.
I know people that have food stamps yet have new sneakers every week. I know people that live in housing paid for by the gov't yet drive a brand new Jeep Grand Cherokee. I know people that collect S.S. at 45 because they 'got hurt' at work yet are at a bar every night after babysitting all day under the table. I know people that ship something worth $100 but insure it for $500 hoping it gets destroyed. I do not put myself, nor can you, into any of these categories. In no way am I a mooch. You can think I shouldn't get any kind of help with the dead livestock, that's fine. But don't insult me just because I got help from public assistance ONCE in my whole life.
And as I said, I DID sell some stuff off. It's quite hard to sell a tank as a complete setup with THAT much in it. Believe me, I tried. Everyone wants to lowball lowball lowball and get it for nothing. I'm sorry but I wasn't selling off my investment and years of hard work for a few bucks. Would YOU have given me a fair price? Hell no you wouldn't have. That's the problem with this hobby...everyone OVER estimates the value of their OWN stuff and UNDER estimates the value of everyone elses.
And having 15 hours to go get a generator makes a ton of sense if I had the money to go get one (at THAT point).

I will definitely have one handy now though.