I got a phone call shortly after posting my own honest experience, a few years ago. OP may have gotten the same feedback. I quickly changed my feedback response, which I regret today.
"If you don't have anything positive to say, say nothing at all".
OP has been on several times without updating. May turn into a "fall away thread". Fuzzy pics not encouraging. No update speaks for itself. No offense, my initial thoughts.
One guy trying to make a living, one guy trying to stock his tank, and a whole boat load of others trying to vicariously live through that one guy! Hope a good outcome. Prove me wrong!