Wvned, sorry about your health issues. It doesn't sound good. I think I am very healthy so far but I have a colonoscopy next week and they are always fun so if that comes out fine, I will say I am in perfect shape.
We all have aches and pains at my age but that won't kill me. (I'm pretty sure Agent Orange and Asbestos will do that to me eventually) but all the health issues I know about are stupid broken and torn things. I can live with that. My wife on the other hand is unfortunately on a downward trend due to MS.
I consider myself "very" lucky and blessed. I was actually having this conversation with my wife over breakfast this morning. Yesterday was Ash Wednesday and as a Catholic, I got ashes. I am not a very holy person and I am not sure I would get them if it were not for my wife but I was discussing with her all the times in my life that I came very close to dying. A few of those times were of course in combat in Viet Nam where I emerged almost unscathed where many others, right near or next to me died or were seriously wounded. I was also in two helicopter crashes where I walked away.
My job as an industrial construction electrician in Manhattan where we built many sky scrapers from a hole in the ground up I came very close to dying many times. Mostly from falling, heavy things falling on me or getting severely shocked.
In VietNam during a very nasty battle, I was positive I would be killed in a few seconds. I prayed like I never prayed before and I don't know if God heard me and wanted me to have a really old fish tank or if I was just very lucky, But up to this day, if a serious situation comes up, I pray and I think I have a "relationship" with God. Or Aliens, Spirits, Ghosts, deceased people, I don't know. But I am still here with all my limbs and my sight so I feel something happened. (Thats in my new book)
As I said, I am not a very religious person, but don't know how to describe it. I do pray but never for myself (after that VietNam thing)
I feel that is selfish to ask for things for yourself. But I do pray for my wife, Daughter and Grand Kids. Does it work? I have no idea but I figure it can't hurt.
