kar93, thank you! mauls, I couldn't agree more! There are some great supportive people here! Marc, Thanks! Chris, I'm sure it will work out some how. It has to.
capn_hylinur, You are right!
We had to take my Mom to ER tonight. In December of 2006 she had triple bypass surgery. She has done great until recently. Her heart goes in and out of A fib. I noticed at church this morning she seemed short of breath so I told her I was going to bring some of Russell's oxygen to her house and check her out. When I got there she was asleep. Upon waking up she was very short of breath. My Dad had been trying to convince her since last night to call her cardiologist. (Of course I didn't know that until this afternoon). Soooo, I said whats the number we are going to call the DR.! I had the Dr. paged and let Mom talk to him. I only hear her end of the conversation which goes something like this... uh huh, yes, yes, ok, do you think that's really necessary? Well if you're sure, ok. She hangs up and says well I knew it, he wants me to go to ER. (I already knew he would say that based on her symptoms but I wasn't even going to go there). He said not to go to our local hospital because they won't do anything for you there go straight to Dayton. So I take Russell back to our house while they head to Dayton. By the time I got to the hospital, they had her in triage and getting ready to put her in an ER room. I'm thinking this is awesome! So fast!!! Well... She is telling them why she came in, because of shortnesee of breath oh and I've had a lot of tightness in my chest since yesterday! My Dad and I just looked at each other. she had not said a word to either of us abut that! They did the necessary labs and EKG etc. contacted the cardiologist on call and decide to admit her. The nurse tells us the cardiologist has to be the one to come in and admit her. So we wait... and we wait... and we wait... Finally we see him there! He is in the room across the hall great she is next! Well, he takes that patient into emergency surgery and won't be back to admit any of the other patients (I guess there are several) until he is done with the surgery. the nurse tells us it will be at least 2-3 hours after that until she is actually in a room! By this point my Dad is LIVID! He has a talk wth the ER DR. and the nurse and tells them just what he thinks of their protocal and by the way could you tell me why the cardiologist was at the nurse station laughing and joking around when he could have been admiting patients? (Earlier the nurse had already told us she just wanted to go out and tell him to get to work !) So, I decided to come home Dad stayed and I'm going back at 7:00 to hopefully see her regular cardiologist.
On a good note! Russell has been using the vest machine and so far still not having to use oxygen during the day! What a blessing!!! For those that have been praying thank you and please continue!
Now that I've vented my frustration I think I'll go to bed. I'm sure my husband will be glad to hear that you all got to hear me vent instead of him.
I don't think I'll wake him up...
. I haven't been able to go to any of the Doctor's appts. with Jaylee yet, so a lot of questions don't get asked 
. One of the problems may be her size also, she is 8 months old(well almost) and just 10 pounds still. It's a constant battle to keep her gaining weight now. In this day and age of all fat free....... we literally add fat to every thing she eats bottles included. She is actually doing great though, other than being about 3 or 4 months behind developmentally. The doctors all say that is normal and she will catch up just slowly. She's a doll literally, the kids at her brothers daycare think she's a real doll "but alive!" 
